i am torn between two important choices. i know not which to take, and i know not which
would lead to the betterment of myself. it is such a hard decision to choose between fun and friends, or a sure futur
for myself. if i choose the friends im sure that i could eventually get to where id like to be. but if i choose the my
futur then i know exactly where i will be for most of the rest of my life, but then again i wont have fun that im having
now nor will i ever have as great of friends as i do now. so i can either have fun and to be honest they are more like brothers and sisters than friends. or... i can choose my futur in which im sure i will make good money and do what ive wanted to do since i was no more than the young age of three, but i would also most likely be not necesarily alone but more lonely than i have ever been. although with my friends i could most likely fullfill my life-long dream but with the friends i have it would be most unlikely. so it all draws back to fun and friends, or my futur...